Saturday, March 16, 2013
Allen Ginsberg
Siesta in Xbalba
and Return to the States
dedicated to Karena Shields
I.
Late sun opening the book,
blank page like light,
invisible words unscrawled,
impossible syntax
of apocalypse--
Uxmal : Noble Ruins
No construction--
let the mind fall down.
--One could pass valuable months
and years perhaps a lifetime
doing nothing but lying in a hammock
reading prose with the white doves
copulating underneath
and monkeys barking in the interior
of the mountain
and I have succumbed to this
temptation--
'They go mad in the Selva--'
the madman read
and laughed in his hammock
eyes watching me:
unease not of the jungle
the poor dear,
can tire one--
all that mud
and all those bugs . . .
ugh . . .
Dreaming back I saw
an eternal kodachrome
souvenir of a gathering
of souls at a party,
crowded in an oval flash :
cigarettes, suggestions,
laughter in drunkenness,
broken sweet conversation,
acquaintance in the halls,
faces posed together,
stylized gestures,
odd familiar visages
and singular recognitions
that registered indifferent
greeting across time :
Anson reading Horace
with a rolling head,
white-handed Hohnsbean
camping gravely
with an absent glance,
bald Kingsland drinking
out of a huge glass,
Dusty in a party dress,
Durgin in white shoes
gesturing from a chair,
Keck in a corner waiting
for subterranean music,
Helen Parker lifting
her hands in surprise :
all posturing in one frame,
superficially gay
or tragic as may be,
illumed with the fatal
character and intelligent
actions of their lives.
And I in a concrete room
above the abandoned
labyrinth of Palenque
measuring my fate,
wandering solitary in the wild
--blinking singleminded
at a bleak idea--
until exhausted with
its action and contemplation
my soul might shatter
at one primal moment's
sensation of the vast
movement of divinity.
As I leaned against a tree
inside a forest
expiring of self-begotten love,
I looked up at the stars absently,
as if looking for
something else in the blue night
through the boughs,
and for a moment saw myself
leaning against a tree . . .
. . . back there the noise of a great party
in the apartments of New York,
half-created paintings on the walls, fame,
cocksucking and tears,
money and arguments of great affairs,
the culture of my generation . . .
my own crude night imaginings,
my own crude soul notes taken down
in moments of isolation, dreams,
piercings, sequences of nocturnal thought
and primitive illuminations
--uncanny feeling the white cat
sleeping on the table
will open its eyes in a moment
and be looking at me--.
One might sit in this Chiapas
recording the apparitions in the field
visible from a hammock
looking out across the shadow of the pasture
in all the semblance of Eternity
. . . a dwarfed thatch roof
down in the grass in a hollow slope
under the tall crowd of vegetation
waiting at the wild edge :
the long shade of the mountain beyond
in the near distance,
its individual hairline of trees
traced fine and dark along the ridge
against the transparent sky light,
rifts and holes in the blue air
and amber brightenings of clouds
disappearing down the other side
into the South . . .
palms with lethargic feelers
rattling in presage of rain,
shifting their fronds
in the direction of the balmy wind,
monstrous animals
sprayed up out of the ground
settling and unsettling
as in water . . .
and later in the night
a moment of premonition
when the plenilunar cloudfilled sky
is still and small.
So spent a night
with drug and hammock
at Chichen Itza on the Castle :--
I can see the moon
moving over the edge of the night forest
and follow its destination
through the clear dimensions of the sky
from end to end of the dark
circular horizon.
High dim stone portals,
entablatures of illegible scripture,
bas-reliefs of unknown perceptions :
and now the flicker of my lamp
and smell of kerosene on dust-
strewn floor where ant wends
its nightly ritual way toward great faces
worn down by rain.
In front of me a deathshead
half a thousand years old
--and have seen cocks a thousand
old grown over with moss and batshit
stuck out of the wall
in a dripping vaulted house of rock--
but deathshead's here
on portal still and thinks its way
through centuries the thought
of the same night in which I sit
in skully meditation
--sat in many times before by
artisan other than me
until his image of ghostly change
appeared unalterable--
but now his fine thought's vaguer
than my dream of him :
and only the crude skull figurement's
gaunt insensible lare is left,
with its broken plumes of sensation
and indecipherable headdresses of intellect
scattered in the madness of oblivion
in holes and notes of elemental stone,
blind face of animal transcendency
over the holy ruin of the world
dissolving into the sunless wall of a blackened room
on a time-rude pyramid rebuilt
in the bleak flat night of Yucatan
where I come with my own mad mind to study
alien hieroglyphs of Eternity.
A creak in the rooms scared me.
Some sort of bird, vampire or swallow,
flees with little paper wingflap
around the summit in its own air unconcerned
with the great stone tree I perch on.
Continual metallic
whirr of chicharras,
then lesser chirps
of cricket : 5 blasts
of the leg whistle.
The creak of an opening
door in the forest,
some sort of weird birdsong
or reptile croak.
My hat woven of hennequin
on the stone floor
as a leaf on the waters,
as perishable;
my candle wavers continuously
and will go out.
Pale Uxmal,
unhistoric, like a dream,
Tuluum shimmering on the coast in ruins;
Chichen Itza naked
constructed on a plain;
Palenque, broken chapels in the green
basement of a mount;
lone Kabah by the highway;
Piedras Negras buried again
by dark archaeologists;
Yaxchilan
resurrected in the wild,
and all the limbo of Xbalba still unknown--
floors under roofcomb of branch,
foundation to ornament
tumbled to the flowers,
pyramids and stairways
raced with vine,
limestone corbels
down in the river of trees,
pillars and corridors
sunken under the flood of years :
Time's slow wall overtopping
all that firmament of mind,
as if a shining waterfall of leaves and rain
were built down solid from the endless sky
through which no thought can pass.
A great fat rooster
mounted on a tree stump
in the green afternoon,
the ego of the very fields,
screams in the holy sunlight!
--I can't think with that
supersonic cock intensity
crucifying my skull
in its imaginery sleep.
--was looking back
with eyes shut to
where they crawled
like ants on brown old temples
building their minute ruins
and disappearing into the wild
leaving many mysteries
of deathly volition
to be divined.
I alone know the great crystal door
to the House of Night,
a legend of centuries
--I and a few indians.
And had I mules and money I could find
the Cave of Amber
and the Cave of Gold
rumored of the cliffs of Tumbala.
I found the face of one
of the Nine Guardians of the Night
hidden in a mahogany hut
in the Area of Lost Souls
--the first relic of kind for that place.
And I found as well a green leaf
shaped like a human heart;
but to whom shall I send this
anachronistic valentine?
Yet these ruins so much
woke me to nostalgia
for the classic stations
of the earth,
the ancient continent
I have not seen
and the last few years
of memory left
before the ultimate night
of war.
As if these ruins were not enough,
as if man could go
no further before heaven
till he exhausted
the physical round
of his own mortality
in the obscure cities
hidden in the ageing world
. . . the few actual
ecstatic conscious souls
certain to be found,
familiars . . .
returning after years
to my own scene
transfigured :
to hurry change
to hurry the years
bring me to my fate.
So I dream nightly of an embarcation,
captains, captains,
iron passageways, cabin lights,
Brooklyn across the waters,
the great dull boat, visitors, farewells,
the blurred vast sea--
one trip a lifetime's loss or gain :
as Europe is my own imagination
--many shall see her,
many shall not--
though it's only the old familiar world
and not some abstract mystical dream.
Monday, March 11, 2013
Philip Lamantia
It is the oaken village that falls, splintered through a dust of visage where I gallop, no more flint than air, to think of cabalist hope: a universal alteration in the germination of planets.
But, the mystagogic chairs smashed in seed wars, I'm conceived again by the imponderables of total conjunction--even my shadow with another's that left its organs (sex-ploding suns) some distance from the translations of matter into an image.
This way the poem becomes an open sluice for darkness. Only the most obscure body is the brightest unity.
I catch hold of a train inside an iris.
Time at the window of maternal cosmetic, the high-heeled foot garlanded by a silken phallus spectates the forest where the uterine furnishings sink into drawers at bay from that twilight flashing in a mirror of dressing and undressing.
The preternatural identities beat the clouds from their barks, a child's chance look at the raging smolder of roses. Nearing sleep, this same wind rustles the void of blood-stained horses (my first cabals) whose galaxy dissolves with a kiss the victorious rescue of the palpable shadow streaming stars, her face: this bed, the undulant phantom: her hips.
We ride wooden horses
Always a desert marries the boiling water.
Friday, March 1, 2013
John Ashbery
Bird's Eye View of the Tool and Die Co.
For a long time I used to get up early.
20-30 vision, hemorrhoids intact, he checks into the
Enclosure of time familiarizing dreams
For better or worse. The edges rub off,
The slant gets lost. Whatever the villagers
Are celebrating with less conviction is
The less you. Index of own organ-music playing,
Machinations over the architecture (too
Light to make much of a dent) against meditated
Gang-wars, ice cream, loss, palm terrain.
Under and around the quick background
Surface is improvisation. The force of
Living hopelessly backward into a past of striped
Conversations. As long as none of them ends this side
Of the mirrored desert in terrorist chorales.
The finest car is as the simplest home off the coast
Of all small cliffs too short to be haze. You turn
To speak to someone beside the dock and the lighthouse
Shines like garnets. It has become a stricture.
[Houseboat Days, 1977]
For a long time I used to get up early.
20-30 vision, hemorrhoids intact, he checks into the
Enclosure of time familiarizing dreams
For better or worse. The edges rub off,
The slant gets lost. Whatever the villagers
Are celebrating with less conviction is
The less you. Index of own organ-music playing,
Machinations over the architecture (too
Light to make much of a dent) against meditated
Gang-wars, ice cream, loss, palm terrain.
Under and around the quick background
Surface is improvisation. The force of
Living hopelessly backward into a past of striped
Conversations. As long as none of them ends this side
Of the mirrored desert in terrorist chorales.
The finest car is as the simplest home off the coast
Of all small cliffs too short to be haze. You turn
To speak to someone beside the dock and the lighthouse
Shines like garnets. It has become a stricture.
[Houseboat Days, 1977]
Saturday, February 23, 2013
VladimĂr Holan
Snow
The snow began to fall at midnight. And it's true
that the best place to sit is in the kitchen,
even if it's the kitchen of insomnia.
It's warm there, you fix some food, drink wine
and look out the window into the familiar eternity.
Why should you worry whether birth and death are only two points,
when life is not a straight line after all.
Why should you torture yourself staring at the calendar
and wondering how much is at stake.
And why should you admit you have no money
to buy Saskia a pair of slippers?
And why should you boast
that you suffer more than others.
Even if there were no silence on earth,
that snow would have dreamed it up.
You're alone. As few gestures as possible. Nothing for show.
tr. C. G. Hanzlicek & Dana Hábová
The snow began to fall at midnight. And it's true
that the best place to sit is in the kitchen,
even if it's the kitchen of insomnia.
It's warm there, you fix some food, drink wine
and look out the window into the familiar eternity.
Why should you worry whether birth and death are only two points,
when life is not a straight line after all.
Why should you torture yourself staring at the calendar
and wondering how much is at stake.
And why should you admit you have no money
to buy Saskia a pair of slippers?
And why should you boast
that you suffer more than others.
Even if there were no silence on earth,
that snow would have dreamed it up.
You're alone. As few gestures as possible. Nothing for show.
tr. C. G. Hanzlicek & Dana Hábová
Monday, February 18, 2013
Ha Jin
Reproach
My letter warned you not to go
--the war was merciless, the road
to the fleeing court equally difficult.
But bewitched, you set out
and left your wife and children behind.
Heaven knows how they get by--
perhaps starving, at night
trembling under a broken roof.
True, our duty is to serve the country,
but you, what can you do?
Can you wield a sword or lead troops?
Can you wave a banner or blow a bugle?
See, how easily the rebels
caught you and brought you here
to smell burned animals
and taste their barbaric music.
*
Five months ago we were besieged,
outside the city wall
the rebel army ready to charge in,
inside, our troops mounting defense.
Then the Emperor changed his mind--
the entire court fled toward Szechwan
leaving us civilians to defend Chang An.
How could we fight a quarter million
cavalry and swordsmen!
Just in one day the capital fell--
killing, screaming everywhere,
smoke blocking out daylight.
*
Now that you are in this trap
you'd better take it easy.
For the time being we are safe
(I gave a singing girl
to a rebel general).
But don't stroll on the streets
with your neck so straight.
Don't wear your official cap--
allegiance to the court is a crime.
Don't chant in the park.
Some barbarians understand your words
and will behead you for that.
Don't try to escape--
if they catch you, you'll be a goner.
Don't cry after drinking.
Many people are more miserable
than you and I.
Yesterday
after hearing you recite your poems
Lu Ben, the herbalist, took to his bed
saying he missed home.
He lost his only child last fall.
The country is broken,
but mountains and rivers remain.
Spring is here again,
cherries and apricots blooming.
Look, under the charred eaves
swallows are rebuilding their nests,
dragonflies flitting with skinny wings.
fr. Wreckage
[Brooklyn, New York: Hanging Loose Press, 2001]
Sunday, February 17, 2013
William Bronk
Aspects of the World Like Coral Reefs
In the spring woods, how good it is to see
again the trees, old company,
how they have withstood the winter, their girth.
By gradual actions, how the gross earth
gathers around us and grows real, is there,
as though it were really there, and is good.
Certain stars, of stupendous size, are said
to be such and such distances away,--
oh, farther than our eyes along would ever see.
Thus magnified, the whole evidence
of our senses is belied. For it is not
possible for miles to add miles to miles
forever, not even if expressed as the speed of light.
The fault lies partly in the idea of miles.
It is absurd to describe the world in sensible terms.
How good that even so, aspects of the world
that are real, or seem to be real, should rise like reefs
whose rough agglomerate smashes the sea.
fr. Origin VI, Summer 1952
in The Gist of Origin ed. Cid Corman
[New York: Grossman Publishers, 1975]
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Kenneth Fearing
Dirge
1-2-3 was the number he played but today the number came 3-2-1;
bought his Carbide at 30 and it went to 29; had the favorite at Bowie but the track was slow—
O, executive type, would you like to drive a floating power, knee-action, silk-upholstered six? Wed a Hollywood star? Shoot the course in 58? Draw to the ace, king, jack?
O, fellow with a will who won't take no, watch out for three cigarettes on the same, single match; O democratic voter born in August under Mars, beware of liquidated rails—
Denouement to denouement, he took a personal pride in the certain, certain way he lived his own, private life,
but nevertheless, they shut off his gas; nevertheless, the bank foreclosed; nevertheless, the landlord called; nevertheless, the radio broke,
And twelve o'clock arrived just once too often,
just the same he wore one gray tweed suit, bought one straw hat, drank one straight Scotch, walked one short step, took one long look, drew one deep breath,
just one too many,
And wow he died as wow he lived,
going whop to the office and blooie home to sleep and biff got married and bam had children and oof got fired,
zowie did he live and zowie did he die,
With who the hell are you at the corner of his casket, and where the hell we going on the right-hand silver knob, and who
the hell cares walking second from the end with an American Beauty wreath from why the hell not,
Very much missed by the circulation staff of the New York Evening Post; deeply, deeply mourned by the B.M.T.,
Wham, Mr. Roosevelt; pow, Sears Roebuck; awk, big dipper; bop, summer rain;
Bong, Mr., bong, Mr., bong, Mr., bong.
Friday, February 1, 2013
Jackson Mac Low
Radio Turnbuckle
Destiny twinned and paid therapeutic counselors
like a human being getting better and doesn't bind people
or make them clean toilets. Very few people are free
and when one of them gets you you can look at it this way
somewhat. His religion is not taken away from him
and he's given financial help until just before
the beginning of the religion. He did know him
and taught him how to drive. They still held their jobs.
And never went back. They wouldn't allow them radios
and precipitated a great to-do, aware of the real
problems. Do you remember that? He'd had a lobotomy
and were worth their weight in gold and three
meals a day, exactly how they were used. Es-
pecially. I was teaching them how to live
and were faced with being sterilized, hopelessly
crippled, a clock hung around your neck. See it.
You were in perpetual humiliation all the time, how he
would ask astute questions. He was never attacked,
benevolent and all that great. His clay feet triumphed
all the time. Regardless of whether your column is syndicated,
exclusively written and very good to talk to
where there's self-interest at work, you have to
look at those things. An interesting thing is happening
and did not survive forced changing and transferring.
Liable for the defendant's costs, amongst the papers,
designed to cost money, and will constantly keep under
threat, he had a very interesting career. You'll have to bear
some of the costs. He was treated with kid gloves. Afraid of
the legend, he went to incorporate, allegedly high-class
and all in capital letters. Who had the snake? He's out of there
now. Did they escape? They still had a large facility. They
considered him a martyr and lost that one. He may well yet.
He's been sent and it really doesn't matter. I'll put it this way
to mobilize all the members against one another. They begin to
ferret out the most effective form of mind control, baring
your soul and its gets very aggressive. They enjoy
intimacy and everybody gets a turn. I managed to slide
and was just in for the darlingness at a weak moment
in a part of the whole process. This is very rough. It's so
hard and all-encompassing. Engineered to a degree, they left.
They had to go on and went through a stage. We do this
and then after that they forget it. You find out shortly
afterward. No, I haven't. I've seen so many people
absorbed and they gave remarkably convincing speeches
to try that first. They tend toward that sort of thing, refilled
with the good stuff and real informed decisions,
very involved with all sorts of symbols. Going through
a ritual again and again, they learned their therapeutics.
He remains permanently and they go there. They are made
dependent. I know someone. I know several people
who fall down a big step forward. It makes participation
more exciting. There's no such thing as an in-between if
it's all involved with poison. Everybody else was quoted. They
were battling Satan. A relation would never go into any
details. You move up first. It's what you know and it
is very hard for them. Your whole life is a problem.
A thrill from Christian Scientists can tell you one experience
if you leave it alone. I just can't. It's really fine. If
you are exactly the same, can I say the one thing
I'll be back to in a little while? I wouldn't be
thinking about it. Where is it coming from? Body
and soul have no foundation and have tumbled
from of old. When you take up the exact wording,
more will be seen. They talked about it and were lonesome
22 June 1982
New York
fr. Bloomsday
[Barrytown, NY: Station Hill, 1984]
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Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Anselm Hollo (1934-2013)
Born Today
is to be one to the one
closest to you
who shares the air
& other elements
right there next to you
two bodies wrapped in darkness
among millions of other bodies
wrapped in darkness & smoke
war bloodshed & chaos
voices rising out of the dirt
one to the one without whom one
wouldn't be one
who saves one when lost
in regions of the past
raging at bygone constellations
pursued by a swarm of angst gnats
who saves by her sight & sound & touch
to notice
that gravity's strong on this planet
notice
there's a half-ton of apples in that tree
notice cricket jumping on cedar branch
feline humor magpie elegance
in sum
this world
born not so long ago
with maybe not that far to go
still roaming
the contradictory corridors
of a universe or two
wind turns pages then shuts book
he looks up she looks up from piano keys
hold that frame
fr. Notes of the Possibilities and Attractions of Existence
[Coffee House Press, 2001]
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Friday, January 25, 2013
Ann Lauterbach
Gramercy Park Evening
I am, in these instances, aware
there is much to be desired, much left to desire,
and the rest abided. The late hour has everything
turned down; even the constant fleet of wheels
is another noise: less. I was trying to sleep
and to imagine us near the sea, the light
skinny and unhedged, the sea
a ribbed plate, a wide blue absolute
into which pink is introduced like an idea in music.
Desire is an aspect of ethics; belief is not.
You can move a peach across the table
without changing its color but the light, this light,
casts a shadow of doubt. What we perceive
is part dream, part deceit; what we want
touches knowledge. The park is something you
could not know about: late afternoon, a walk,
the walk I sometimes took towards a cadence
of real images: the gate, the grass, the lock.
There was a sense that things were lit
from within, of high, shut carriages and women in hats.
fr. Many Times, But Then (1979)
in If in Time: Selected Poems: 1975-2000
[New York: Penguin Poets, 2001]
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
besmilr brigham
A Day When the Bare Trees Are Full of Fluttering
birds have taken over our chicken runs
flocking back against the change
sparlings
to sweep echoing wings
down the unused chimney brick rafters
they flow
beneath weather paper
a colony of usurpers screaming in the barn
and mating pairs
come back from Mexico--as we have come,
deep woods feathers
stained hard as jungle leaves
raging the fields
parrot sprays of color:
we sit
cold in the house
watching their dull efforts
hunting for little left quills to put in their
nests
--besmilr brigham
fr. Heaved from the Earth (Knopf, 1971)
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Sunday, January 20, 2013
John Weiners
An Anniversary of Death
He too must with me wash his body, though
at far distant time and over endless space
take the cloth unto his loins and on his face
engage in the self same rising as I do now.
A cigarette lit upon his lips; would they were mine
and by this present moon swear his allegiance.
If he ever looks up, see the clouds and breeches
in the sky, and by the stars, lend his eyes shine.
What do I care for miles? or rows of friends lined
up in groups? blue songs, the light's bright glare.
Once he was there, now he is not; I search the empty air
the candle feeds upon, and my eyes, my heart's gone blind
to love and all he was capable of, the sweet patience
when he put his lips to places I cannot name
because they are not now the same
sun shines and larks break forth from winter branches.
--John Weiners
fr. Ace of Pentacles (1964)
***
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Thursday, January 17, 2013
John Yau
Stuffing yourself into a blizzard.
The heavy brass knocker in the form
of a laugh. The passageway leading
from the living room to the study
became a memory of other possibilities.
Red piano keys of sunset.
On a motorcycle beside a wheel
larger than you. On one
corner of a porch were two
coffee cups full of rainwater
and dust. The rope that might
have once restrained a dog.
Counting her gray hairs in the
blue mirror of the polished linoleum.
A barbarian surprise reached the gates
of the kingdom. The light shifted among
the leaves, like a rat. Skirted the edge
of her smile. Another autobiography
sinking beneath its glittering reflections.
The sky hopes to find a new purpose, while
hints of snow left a stain on every collar.
#14 fr. "Scenes from the Life of Boullée"
in Corpse and Mirror
[New York: Holt, Rinehart, Winston, 1982]
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Leslie Scalapino
5 sections from Hmmm
Considering certain emotions such as falling asleep, I said,
(especially when one is standing on one’s feet), as being similar
to fear, or anger, or fainting. I do. I feel sleep
in me is induced by blood forced into veins
of my brain. I can’t focus. My tongue is numb
and so large it is like the long tongue of a calf or
the tongue of a goat or of a sheep. What’s more, I bleat.
Yes. In private, in bed, at night, with my head
turned sideways on the pillow. No wonder I say that I love to sleep.
***
Dog
Suppose I was thinking something, say, not knowing I was thinking it,
one day when I saw this dog before a house on the sidewalk, he
not really sidling toward me, but more like loping sideways?
Well, his tongue was lolling. And he was whining the way human heads
loll forward in sleep and whinny. Something so hesitant and low
More so, because it was a nasal sound, a neigh, the way
we neigh, not thinking, when we are nervously mimicking a horse.
So I mimicked him, the dog, right back. Really I was being flippant
by pretending to gallop; and all the while not moving,
and letting my tongue slip forward between my lips, really laughing.
***
I know I am sick (someone will say to you) when all I can eat
is something sweet. Also I sweat. Foods like fruits, eggs,
or meat, are things I can’t eat. Furthermore, my disease
is like rabies. I can’t swallow. I am obsequious, and
on the other hand I fawn so easily on others, i.e. a man
or a dog, that dogs will be led by me silently; for instance
by my casting them a blank although a soft look.
For the dog and I, I’ll say this at least ( here the person
speaking to you purses his lips ), do yearn for each other .
***
Isn’t it interesting how a woman like me
pursues in man after man
the same face or even the same foot or hand. Like the man
who loved a woman for her sheared hair. Sure. Loved her,
he said, because she was like a hyena. Or, like a mongrel
or like a short-haired dog. i.e. When in bed, the man said,
while calling her pet names by whistling, he liked to nip her
with his lips. And once, during intercourse, when he told her
what he would like most from her, the man said facetiously:
I want you to say the word yip, as in the yelp of a young dog.
***
Raising the hand in a certain way to the head
Weeks later, one day when I did see the man whom I kept thinking
I had been seeing everywhere (think of me staring at men
to see if they had the same walk and the same hair as he had),
I noticed that the nod that he directed to me (as he passed me
on the sidewalk with a woman with him) was like the bob of a head
buoyed up, but swept along so that he seemed to be swooning. Literally.
So I looked back, after walking a block or so, to see his back.
And, remembering the provokingly sullen look on the face of the woman
he was with (as if she had him on a leash), I wanted to put my fingers
between my lips; so that, by pretending to be sullen and by
pulling my lip down into a grimace, I would actually be saluting him
(in the sense of someone making a gesture such as raising
the hand in a certain way to the head )
.
fr. “hmmm” in Considering how exaggerated music is
[San Francisco: North Point Press, 1982
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Ron Silliman
from You
for Pat Silliman
XX
Old stone inn, used by the Tories to plot the assault on
Philadelphia, still serves rich veal medallions covered with crab
meat, spinach and Hollandaise sauce. Cardinals in the silver birch.
Metronome of an old wind-up mantle clock. Your body beneath
that new little night blouse, then my hand beneath that.
An enclosed front porch converted to language. Each person I
meet insists on telling me their "California story." Restaurant on
main floor of old municipal building: the workers stash their
belongings downstairs in the jail. Elf-like, a porcelain imitation of
Santa's wife, the woman warns us of the "colored" districts (this is
1995). Cat stops to stare at me, then turns and glides away.
Read me. Full moon in the dogwood. In St. Petersburg and
Moscow, a gang (eight young men, two women) has been
murdering apartment owners in order to sell their apartments. I set
the pager to vibrate. Driving endlessly along Bethlehem Pike,
seeming to get no closer to familiar landmarks, I notice the sun
starting to set in the East. Don't look!
In the next room, the large formal dining room table is covered
with thousands of pieces of an unfinished jigsaw puzzle (little more
than the rectangular outer rim is complete, an echo of the shape of
the table, though two of the corners have begun to be filled in,
clusters of two and three joined pieces dotting the center), but in
this light (at this angle and distance), it's impossible to tell what the
image is, or even that one exists. Crow screaming in the trees.
Gypsy curse: May you have a lawsuit in which you know you're
right.
The problem with poetry is poets. Bone spurs grab the heart. First
shrill roar of cardinals. This storm doesn't so much arrive and pass
as it does gather and dissolve.
The writhing lesson. The dog's paws as it crosses the hardwood
floor. The rain stops but the trees still have to shed their water.
House with two fire places (in sight of one another). Telescope in
the dining room. We imagine the bird's song as an expression of
emotion.
Paragraph is burning. Alone in the playground, dressed in a suit
that doesn't quite fit, red shirt, black tie, stands the
developmentally disabled boy atop the tall slide, vomiting.
fr. http://www.english.illinois.edu/maps/poets/s_z/silliman/online_poems.htm
for Pat Silliman
XX
Old stone inn, used by the Tories to plot the assault on
Philadelphia, still serves rich veal medallions covered with crab
meat, spinach and Hollandaise sauce. Cardinals in the silver birch.
Metronome of an old wind-up mantle clock. Your body beneath
that new little night blouse, then my hand beneath that.
An enclosed front porch converted to language. Each person I
meet insists on telling me their "California story." Restaurant on
main floor of old municipal building: the workers stash their
belongings downstairs in the jail. Elf-like, a porcelain imitation of
Santa's wife, the woman warns us of the "colored" districts (this is
1995). Cat stops to stare at me, then turns and glides away.
Read me. Full moon in the dogwood. In St. Petersburg and
Moscow, a gang (eight young men, two women) has been
murdering apartment owners in order to sell their apartments. I set
the pager to vibrate. Driving endlessly along Bethlehem Pike,
seeming to get no closer to familiar landmarks, I notice the sun
starting to set in the East. Don't look!
In the next room, the large formal dining room table is covered
with thousands of pieces of an unfinished jigsaw puzzle (little more
than the rectangular outer rim is complete, an echo of the shape of
the table, though two of the corners have begun to be filled in,
clusters of two and three joined pieces dotting the center), but in
this light (at this angle and distance), it's impossible to tell what the
image is, or even that one exists. Crow screaming in the trees.
Gypsy curse: May you have a lawsuit in which you know you're
right.
The problem with poetry is poets. Bone spurs grab the heart. First
shrill roar of cardinals. This storm doesn't so much arrive and pass
as it does gather and dissolve.
The writhing lesson. The dog's paws as it crosses the hardwood
floor. The rain stops but the trees still have to shed their water.
House with two fire places (in sight of one another). Telescope in
the dining room. We imagine the bird's song as an expression of
emotion.
Paragraph is burning. Alone in the playground, dressed in a suit
that doesn't quite fit, red shirt, black tie, stands the
developmentally disabled boy atop the tall slide, vomiting.
fr. http://www.english.illinois.edu/maps/poets/s_z/silliman/online_poems.htm
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